the wall around you

when its lonely and its raining
and there’s no stars left to play
would you become a novel
or a lonely serenade
would you be my reflection
when the moment start to itch
when i cant see right through me
and i need you to fix…

i fear the life i’m living
just another melody
and i’m over protecting
the things so dear to me
if i could just stop listening
to me instead of you
then you wont be the victim
of all the things i do

would you say. its ok

and i hate you cause you’re angry
and i hate you cause you’re not
i hate you my depression
has tied me in its knot
when the sun is out and shining
and dark clouds break away
in see left the ashes
destructive things i say

would you please
forgive me
cry with me

the glue that fails

this is not a story
not something new
this is what you're hiding
the thing that bit you through
i needed confession
you're afraid to fall apart
but i keep on counting
broken pieces of our heart

the thing you fear the most
will bite you in the ass
the monster in your closet
party with the past
i know now why you lied
even though you hurt inside
while i am busy gluing
broken pieces of my heart